New realizations about the “Dream” means making sense of life and events at the end of August, at the end of a summer of hard work and harvesting, and trying to keep up with the
processing is challenging. Learning every day, not having enough time to pick, clean, store, process, cook, clean and then attend to the
rest of my life is challenging. And, of course, I forgot rest.
What I feel is a deep tiredness, deep calm, a physical strength that is not quite enough for the amount I have chosen to do. And then
there is the partnership and the fact that I insisted that if we moved to Canada that I have a family farm. But the irony is that we don’t have a family anymore. We are just an older couple and this does not a family make in the context of a farm.
I realize why farmers had many children because many hands do the make light work. I realize now why the farmer’s wife did not work off the farm, or, if so, only part time. While the farmer is cultivating, sowing, cultivating, harvesting and storing, she is tending the family garden, taking care of the chickens, processing the food and putting three meals a day on the table for the farm hands. This was the life of my grandmother. Interesting that they call them farm hands because it is the hands that we need. The extra hand is what I need now as the universe has really sent Mark the message that he is not to spend time on the farm. This is not his joy, his life desire, nor his purpose.
In the past two weeks he sprained his ankle so that he could
not even walk for a week and hobbled for another. And just as he started to get around and was harvesting the garlic he experience a freak accident where a garlic stalk went straight up his nose and cuts the wall of his sinus cavity. The blood was atrocious. There could not have been two more clear signals that he must spend his time doing what he is good at and what makes him happy. Even though the sprain occurred while playing softball, I really believe it has more to do with the farm. He is out of his element.
Now we really need to get smart and attract woofers and apprentices to the farm to help share in the dream of stewarding a farm back to plentiful production.
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